Bundle Of Chaos

I have been able successfully keep the secret so far. It seems that the subject has come up often in conversation. At work today, the discussion of kids and babies came up. The two other fathers in the discussion had drastically different ideas of being a parent. Both said that they are done after one. Then they asked me if we were having anymore. I wanted to share the great knews, but I used my standard line, “We aren’t discussing it until I’m done with school.”
I was excited with Avery, but I also had a healthy helping of terrror. I didn’t know what to expect. This time around I feel like I know what I’m in for so all I’m feeling is the excitement. I think I have a goo grasp on the baby stuff so what is there to fear? I do recognize that Avery was a even keeled kid so I don’t know what to do if Dos is high maintenance. I saw a little glipse of a challenging baby in my nephew but I only watch and listened for asa small amount of time. 24 hours a day is long time to have an angry baby. But seeing Riley know it’s hard to remember the times he was unhappy. I figure if Dos is angry, my brother will have a good list of things they tried and what worked.
Hopefully, I won’t have to ask his advice.